12:20 kyle i'm soooo bored (pirate)
12:28 schüldi! :)
14:13 Chuckie870 I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVEEEEEEEEEE!!!
16:12 kÿle wellllll
16:16 kÿle boo
16:16 björn hullo
16:17 lindsay well i love you too kyle
16:17 lindsay ass
16:17 björn ?
16:17 björn i'm so confused
16:17 kyle i'm reallllly confused.
16:21 Chuckie870 What are YOU so confused about?
16:21 kyle what lindsay randomly popped in and said.
16:21 kyle just out of the blue
16:22 kyle wow, this is like the 3rd day in a row you've been in here
16:22 kyle most people don't come except every once in a while
16:40 sam, hey
16:40 kyle 'ello
16:40 sam, hows everyone?
16:40 kyle decent
16:40 kyle you?
16:40 kyle charles: n00b in chat, time for action.
16:41 sam, pretty good ta
16:41 kyle i don't feel like scaring you off right now
16:41 sam, me?
16:41 kyle usually i would, but i'm not in the mood
16:41 kyle yes
16:41 kyle just for kicks
16:41 sam, oh, don't worry. i doubt you could
16:41 kyle (pirate)
16:42 sam, no being cocky
16:42 kyle that's what they all think
16:42 sam, just used chat rooms too much :P
16:42 kyle haha
16:43 kyle not sure if i'd be publicly and proudly admiting that.
16:43 sam, i used to be a very big n00b hater, back in the day
16:43 sam, haha, i have no shame
16:43 kyle haha
16:43 kyle i usually dispatch of them when they show their faces in here
16:43 sam, haha
16:44 kyle oh, btw, my name on the board is apollo88
16:44 kyle just fyi
16:44 sam, ah ok... mine's... sam,
16:44 sam, surprisingly
16:44 kyle i noticed
16:44 sam, i haven't posted much
16:44 kyle i'm a very observant person
16:44 kyle 4 times
16:45 sam, haha
16:48 sam, gay
16:48 kyle no
16:48 kyle i am not
16:49 sam, me neither
16:49 kyle good
16:50 kyle i don't take kindly to gays
16:50 kyle i'd be diapatching of you fo sho
16:50 sam, haha
16:50 sam, for once i'm glad i'm straight
16:50 kyle for once?
16:50 kyle that's disturbing.
16:51 sam, well, thats more of a statement more than fact
16:51 kyle it better be
16:51 kyle if you wish to stay in good standing here.
16:51 sam, haha ok
16:53 sam, does this place get busy at all?
16:53 kyle i wish they'd post the freaking dates for the paramore shows dammit.
16:53 kyle sometimes
16:53 kyle there's 4 or 5 of us (me included) who are in here a lot.
16:53 kyle then the random peoples
16:54 sam, ah ok
16:54 sam, i'll probably start coming in here lots... better than doing uni work
16:54 kyle haha
16:54 kyle yeah
16:54 kyle i missed all of my classes last week cause i was dying
16:54 kyle so i've had a lot to do this week
16:54 sam, dying?
16:55 kyle but my professors have been surprisingly understanding of the whole situation
16:55 kyle i was terribly sick
16:55 kyle bronchitis, probably walking pneumonia
16:55 sam, awful
16:55 sam, i've been on a reading week this week, basically means sleeping during the day, drinking when awake
16:56 sam, like normal weeks really
16:56 kyle i've had bronchitis about 11 times tho, and pneumonia about 5 or 6, so i kind of expect one or the other every winter now.
16:56 sam, ah right
16:57 kyle but i have tests in psycholocy and philosophy on monday, so i'm not looking forward to that.
16:57 kyle *psychology
16:58 sam, oh, i'm glad i don't have tests anymore
16:58 kyle why?
16:58 sam, my course is graded on practical and essays
16:59 sam, which is lucky, as i suck ass at tests/exams
16:59 kyle ...
16:59 kyle shut up.
16:59 sam, heh :P
17:08 sam, gosh my internet hates me downloading
18:20 Jim hey
18:21 Jim dude you awake
18:21 Jim helo
18:21 Jim hey chuck
18:21 Jim hello
18:21 Jim are you aWAKE
18:22 Jim whats the matter dude
18:22 Jim hello
18:22 Jim ?????
18:23 Jim ..............
18:24 Jim hello dude?\
18:24 Jim wake up
18:24 Jim wake up!\
18:24 Jim wake!!!!!!!!!!!!!
18:24 shmecky LOL
18:24 Jim UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
18:25 Jim hey dude sup
18:25 shmecky not a lot kyle. you?
18:25 Jim me
18:26 Jim whos kyle
18:26 shmecky fine ill go along
18:26 Jim hold on
18:27 Jim back
18:27 Jim hey
18:28 shmecky hi
18:28 Jim hi
18:28 Jim so....
18:29 Jim whats up
18:29 tom ive been very patient but i need my sweet tea please :(
18:31 Jim i know tom you can't fool me
18:31 shmecky B)
18:32 Jim inpersonating Tom Linton
18:32 Jim thats fine
18:32 shmecky hah
18:33 Jim yeah
18:33 Jim so
18:33 Jim what up
18:33 shmecky not much just wasting my friday night alone :P
18:34 Jim me too
18:34 shmecky last night made up for it though
18:35 Jim *tisk*
18:35 shmecky nothing sexual happened!:P unless you count lots and lots of hugs:D
18:36 shmecky from everyone i haven't hung out with in months.
18:36 Jim what the hek
18:36 shmecky oh right this is jim.
18:36 shmecky i mean.
18:36 Jim with who
18:36 shmecky so whens the next tour in the us jim
18:37 Jim why
18:37 Jim man i'm sleepy
18:38 shmecky yeah thats cool too i guess
18:39 Jim well going to bed see ya later
18:40 shmecky peace
18:40 Jim bye
18:50 Chuckie870 Hey shmecks
18:50 Chuckie870 I'm not really here, I just write occasionally
18:50 shmecky hello
18:50 shmecky i forgot i was here
18:50 shmecky i was actually gonna leave before but i forgot about that too.
18:50 Chuckie870 hahaha
18:51 shmecky yeah so im gonna go now. gnight :)
20:44 björn allo
20:45 lindsay hey
20:46 björn how's ya doin?
20:46 björn oh, and i don't know why i changed my name to björn earlier, i was just bored.
20:47 lindsay im still sick and miserable lol
20:47 björn welcome to my world of the last 2 weeks
20:47 Chuckie870 Misery enjoys company
20:47 björn perhaps
20:47 björn hello charles
20:48 björn oh, sorry, let me fix...
20:48 kyle ok, that's better
20:48 Chuckie870 Ah much better.
20:48 Chuckie870 Had no clue
20:48 Chuckie870 Why were you bjorn?
20:48 kyle good
20:48 Chuckie870 I was about to say, "Bjorn, what is your identity?"
20:48 Chuckie870 ha
20:48 Chuckie870 ha
20:49 Chuckie870 I make myself laugh
20:49 kyle because i was terribly bored earlier.
20:49 Chuckie870 But no one else
20:49 Chuckie870 I see
20:49 kyle exactly
20:49 Chuckie870 Lindsay hates me apparently
20:49 Chuckie870 Doesn't even say hello
20:49 Chuckie870 Fine, I don't like you either!
20:49 kyle it would seem so.
20:49 kyle lol
20:49 lindsay i do?
20:49 kyle yup
20:49 kyle you do.
20:49 Chuckie870 Well neither are true.
20:49 lindsay well all you people are a-holes to me on the board
20:49 Chuckie870 I don't really know her
20:49 kyle haha
20:49 Chuckie870 hey hey hey!!!
20:49 kyle i'm one to you ?
20:50 Chuckie870 I'm an a-hole to everyone on the board.
20:50 kyle really now?
20:50 Chuckie870 yes?
20:50 lindsay and everyone is an a-hole to me
20:50 kyle yes, and i'm just sarcastic
20:50 lindsay they all ruin my threads
20:50 lindsay so i dont even post them anymore
20:50 Chuckie870 That's a little overdramatic, don't you think?
20:51 lindsay perhaps
20:51 kyle i concur charles.
20:51 lindsay but im really ****ing sick
20:51 lindsay so i can be overdramatic
20:51 Chuckie870 Well, anyone CAN be overdramatic
20:51 kyle bit ch
20:51 kyle (pirate)
20:51 lindsay hey now
20:51 Chuckie870 Sick or not, it's still a rather useless endevour
20:51 lindsay you already got your badge
20:51 kyle it's just if you choose to be overdramatic.
20:51 lindsay let me put it this way
20:52 Chuckie870 That's a preface for something overdramatic in itself
20:52 lindsay fine
20:52 Chuckie870 "Let me rephrase, since this issue is SO big that you can not possibly understand"
20:52 kyle haha
20:53 kyle look charles, you made her leave.
20:53 Chuckie870 Oh ****... I'm sorry Kyle.
20:53 Chuckie870 Honesty... it's a bitter pill
20:54 kyle haha
20:54 kyle i'm not blaming you
20:54 kyle it doesn't really matter to me who's in here
20:54 kyle and i'm gonna go watch a movie soon anyway
20:54 kyle so whatev
20:56 Chuckie870 Fair enough
20:56 Chuckie870 Does it matter to Bjorn who's in here
20:56 Chuckie870 Man, I have done so little work tonight, it's pathetic
20:56 kyle nope
20:56 kyle er....
20:56 björn no, it doesn't matter
21:02 Steve What happened?
21:02 kyle no clue
21:02 kyle so i started a new song today
21:02 Steve Ah
21:02 kyle a solo piece
21:02 kyle i shall record each part myself
21:03 kyle and it shall be the shiz
21:03 kyle so saith the lord.
21:03 Steve Nice
21:03 Steve You need to make that profile
21:03 kyle only problem: i have no lyrics for it yet.
21:03 kyle nor any ideas for any.
21:03 Steve Ah
21:03 Steve Well, send it over, and I'll see if I can match any up
21:06 Steve Odd
21:07 Steve Oh, speak 'o the devil
21:07 kyle my internet is being goofy
21:07 Steve Ah
21:07 Steve T3 huh?
21:08 kyle yup
21:08 kyle the wireless cut out for a minute
21:08 Steve My cable cut out last night
22:42 Steve Hello
23:25 megan? lindsayy
23:25 lindsay megann
23:25 lindsay anything interesting happen today?
23:25 lindsay or yesterday?
23:25 megan? ummm
23:26 megan? no
23:26 megan? wait
23:26 lindsay :O
23:26 megan? no, nothing
23:26 lindsay haha
23:26 lindsay did alison tell you how i am a hero? :P
23:26 megan? yep
23:27 megan? good job
23:27 megan? you show that winter whos boss
23:27 lindsay :D
23:27 lindsay haha
23:27 megan? oh god, that made me think of mr winter
23:27 megan? *sigh*
23:27 lindsay megan
23:27 lindsay its legs
23:27 lindsay were frozen
23:28 lindsay it was awful
23:28 megan? poor thing
23:28 lindsay if only you knew how cold it was
23:28 lindsay its mouth
23:28 lindsay was like a fridge
23:28 megan? i wonder how it stayed alive
23:28 lindsay i really thought it was dead when i picked it up because it was so stiff
23:28 lindsay well i'll tell you one thing
23:28 lindsay if she wouldnt have called me when she did
23:28 lindsay it would have died
23:29 lindsay and the mom scared the **** out of me
23:29 lindsay i've never had a dog come after me viciously
23:29 megan? lol why?
23:29 megan? geez
23:29 lindsay and she did
23:29 lindsay and it scared the **** out of me
23:29 lindsay she was two inches from my leg
23:29 lindsay and her teeth were full on beared and she was making scary ass noises
23:30 lindsay that my dear megan
23:30 lindsay is why i hate german shepards
23:30 megan? german shepards are scary
23:30 lindsay yah they are
23:30 megan? maybe its because theyre the cops dog of choice..
23:30 lindsay i dont see no pitties coming after people like that
23:31 megan? nope
23:31 lindsay you know
23:31 lindsay she said 2 were stillborn
23:31 lindsay no they werent
23:31 lindsay they froze out there
23:31 megan? how do you know?
23:31 lindsay because
23:32 lindsay they were seperated from the litter
23:32 lindsay and they had been out there for god knows how long
23:32 lindsay you NEVER have more than 1 stillborn
23:32 lindsay it happens
23:32 lindsay but its rare
23:32 megan? hmmm
23:33 lindsay those people aren't fit to own animals
23:33 lindsay im sorry
23:33 lindsay but she had 5 newborn babies
23:33 megan? ya. thats what my mom said
23:33 lindsay in a room about as warm as my pantry
23:33 megan? she asked if they were retarded
23:33 lindsay hahaha
23:33 megan? i said i wasnt sure
23:33 lindsay the mom is stupid as ****
23:33 megan? ya
23:33 lindsay i had this nearly frozen puppy in my hands
23:34 lindsay and the mom wanted to hold it while we ran to my house
23:34 lindsay keeping in mind her hands were super cold
23:34 megan? ran to your house?
23:34 lindsay i stuff it in my shirt and ran
23:34 lindsay lol
23:34 lindsay yah to get a suction thingey
23:34 megan? excellent choice
23:34 lindsay haha
23:34 lindsay we are
23:34 lindsay the dog people!
23:35 megan? haha
23:35 megan? so you should take a picture of my present
23:35 megan? and send it to me
23:35 lindsay haha, why?
23:35 megan? i want to see it
23:35 lindsay nope
23:35 lindsay you have to come get it
23:35 megan? and youre on your death bed
23:35 lindsay yes i am
23:35 megan? so i might not get it for awhile
23:36 megan? i dont want your diseases
23:36 lindsay i thought i was dying yesterday and this morning
23:36 megan? whats wrong?
23:36 lindsay i think i have the flu
23:36 lindsay or something
23:36 megan? enza?
23:36 lindsay i had the weirdest thing happen to me this morning
23:36 megan? ?
23:36 lindsay i got the most god awful bought of cramps
23:36 lindsay but keep in mind
23:37 lindsay i wont be getting my period for a couple weeks
23:37 lindsay but this was so weird
23:37 lindsay like it made me want to throw up
23:37 lindsay and i couldnt move
23:37 lindsay and i could just feel my abdomen thumping
23:37 lindsay it was horrible
23:37 megan? sounds like fun
23:37 lindsay it seriously felt like my uterus was exploding
23:37 megan? ewww
23:37 megan? lol. bad mental image
23:38 lindsay haha
23:38 megan? an exploding uterus
23:38 lindsay i felt like i was in labor
23:38 lindsay haha
23:38 megan? maybe you were
23:38 megan? god only knows where you go when you sleepwalk
23:38 lindsay hahahahaha
23:39 lindsay i dont even want to know who im sleeping with then
23:39 megan? hmmmm
23:39 megan? ray
23:39 lindsay trent is the only guy within walking distance
23:39 lindsay -shudders-
23:39 megan? lol oh god
23:39 megan? not trent
23:39 lindsay that would be horrifying
23:40 megan? your kids would have huge noses
23:40 lindsay or my next door neighbor dennis
23:40 megan? and ugly hair
23:40 lindsay -yech0
23:40 megan? the one with the poms?
23:40 lindsay yah
23:40 lindsay the guy who walks around with his shirt off
23:40 megan? oh god
23:40 lindsay when the buses are going by
23:40 megan? i can see that....
23:40 lindsay remember? it drove by my house and i was like
23:40 lindsay EWWWWW
23:41 lindsay GOD PUT A SHIRT ON
23:41 megan? lol
23:41 lindsay xD
23:42 megan? OH
23:42 megan? you missed a really lame pep rally
23:42 lindsay lol
23:42 megan? we got out of 7th hour 20 minutes early
23:42 lindsay nice
23:43 megan? and we were forced to watch the cheerleaders...for 2 minutes
23:43 megan? maybe 3
23:43 megan? im not sure
23:43 megan? but it was gay
23:43 lindsay haha
23:43 megan? ive never seen so many cartwheels in my life
23:43 lindsay fun fun
23:44 megan? ya
23:44 lindsay oh
23:44 lindsay we are going to disneyworld in september
23:44 lindsay =/
23:44 lindsay so if you want to go
23:44 lindsay my sister talked to your dad
23:44 lindsay you HAVE to bring your grades up
23:44 megan? haha. ya...
23:44 lindsay get good stuff on the last report card
23:44 lindsay and you can go
23:45 megan? might be a little hard
23:45 lindsay well come on
23:45 megan? no lindsay. its seriously not going to happen
23:45 lindsay if alison can get stright as
23:45 lindsay so can you
23:45 megan? i suck at spanish
23:46 lindsay then why the hell are you in it?
23:46 megan? and mr winter...oh god mr winter
23:46 lindsay first week in september maybe
23:46 lindsay how bad would that be?
23:46 lindsay no one ever does anything the first week of school
23:46 megan? because i already suffered through 1 semester, whats 1 more
23:46 megan? i guess..i dont know
23:47 lindsay megan im starting to get the feeling you dont want to come
23:47 megan? i dont if im going to miss an entire week of physics
23:47 kitana hope you're watching fuse, because you're missing PARAMORE!
23:47 kitana whoo!
23:47 lindsay megan
23:48 lindsay i CANT go without you!
23:48 lindsay seriously
23:48 megan? why not?
23:48 lindsay .....
23:48 lindsay megan
23:48 megan? ?
23:48 lindsay why didnt you want to go in april without me?
23:48 megan? because..it wouldve been lame if i went with just my parents
23:49 lindsay oh so im just there because you dont want to be with just your parents?
23:49 megan? ya. it wouldnt have been as much fun
23:49 megan? what do you want me to say?
23:51 megan? ?
23:51 lindsay i want you to maybe aknowledge the fact that maybe
23:51 lindsay just maybe
23:51 lindsay you wanted me to come
23:51 lindsay not because it would have prevented you from hanging with your parents
23:51 lindsay but maybe
23:51 lindsay JUST MAYBE
23:51 lindsay because you like hanging out with me
23:51 megan? well i obviously did. otherwise i wouldnt have invited you
23:52 lindsay and that im not just a damn escape from your parents
23:52 megan? but what does that have to do with me going in september?
23:52 lindsay it has to do with the fact that i dont want to go without you
23:52 lindsay you think danielle is going to hang out with me like you do?
23:52 lindsay you think danielle is going to be in the pool with me til 3am?
23:52 megan? maybe? i dont know
23:53 lindsay no
23:53 megan? not 3 am
23:53 lindsay she already told me she wouldnt
23:53 lindsay ok
23:53 lindsay she told me
23:53 megan? but...somewhat late-ish
23:53 lindsay no
23:53 lindsay SHE TOLD ME
23:53 lindsay SHE WASNT
23:53 megan? she wasnt going to swim...at all?
23:53 lindsay megan she's not you
23:53 lindsay there is no way in hell
23:53 megan? i know
23:53 lindsay she could ever hang out with me
23:53 lindsay like you do
23:53 lindsay so stop trying to act like she will
23:53 megan? so she said that she wasnt going to hang out with you
23:54 lindsay she said she wasn't going to be with me like you would be
23:54 lindsay danielle has scott
23:54 lindsay beth, has gary
23:54 lindsay i have no one
23:54 lindsay im going to be like a ****ing third wheel
23:55 lindsay and megan i have to ask you a question
23:55 megan? ya
23:55 lindsay why are you taking such crazy hard classes if you know you're going to struggle the whole time?
23:56 megan? its not like i can go backwards
23:56 lindsay you can re-take chemistry and algebra
23:56 megan? theyre not going to put me in easier classes unless i fail what im in
23:56 lindsay or talk to the guidance people
23:56 lindsay yes they will
23:56 megan? but i wont get credit for it
23:56 lindsay if you ask them
23:56 lindsay i think you should talk to the people there
23:56 megan? and it looks better on a transscript
23:57 megan? if you take harder classes
23:57 lindsay not if you fail them
23:57 megan? im not failing
23:57 lindsay how hard chemistry and algebra is
23:57 lindsay physics is going to be a lot harder
23:57 megan? im sure it is
23:58 megan? but i still ahve to take it
23:58 megan? *have
23:58 lindsay you dont have to megan
23:58 megan? well i want to
23:58 lindsay you have options
23:58 megan? im not going to take earth science
23:58 megan? or whatever the other option is
23:58 lindsay why?
23:58 megan? because.
23:58 megan? its hard to explain
23:58 lindsay why?
23:58 lindsay no no
23:58 lindsay i want to hear this
23:58 lindsay enlighten me
23:59 megan? getting a B in the harder classes looks better than an A in the easy ones
23:59 megan? thats what my brother told me
» February 9th, 2008
00:00 lindsay do you think you can GET a B in physics?
00:00 megan? maybe
00:00 lindsay megan you cant get a B in chemistry
00:00 lindsay come on lets at least look at this logically
00:01 megan? im getting a b right now
00:01 lindsay well then why is your dad freaking out?
00:01 megan? because of last semester
00:01 lindsay what are you getting right now in everything?
00:02 megan? b in chem, a in foods, b in gym
00:02 megan? c in math
00:02 megan? b in history
00:02 megan? english and spanish i dont now
00:02 lindsay megan if you can get math to a b
00:02 lindsay you can come in september
00:03 lindsay if you get a's and b's
00:03 lindsay you can come
00:03 megan? i would but i do bad on the quizzes
00:03 lindsay what about the tests?
00:03 megan? i do ok
00:03 lindsay how can you do good on tests and bad on quizzes?
00:04 megan? because. its just how i think..i need things explained to me a million times before i get it
00:05 lindsay hmm
00:05 lindsay well
00:05 lindsay cant you get like, alison to help you?
00:05 lindsay she helped me last year
00:05 megan? i cant do that. alison is busy enough
00:06 megan? she doesnt get to sleep until 2
00:06 lindsay not everyday
00:06 megan? i feel bad for her
00:06 megan? and she has play practice
00:06 megan? i dont know
00:06 lindsay well cant your brother help you?
00:06 megan? its kind of hard since hes back at school
00:06 lindsay cant you still message him over myspace?
00:07 lindsay megan im racking my brain here
00:07 lindsay help me out
00:07 megan? he hasnt done this math in 4 years anyway
00:07 lindsay so?
00:07 lindsay he's like, a math genius
00:07 lindsay he should know
00:07 lindsay you've gotta at least try
00:07 lindsay if not for better grades, just do it for the trip
00:07 lindsay then you can fail
00:07 lindsay lol
00:08 megan? oh god....fail junior year
00:08 lindsay eep
00:08 megan? that woul suck
00:08 megan? *would
00:08 lindsay your dad would probably lock you in the basement
00:08 lindsay im just going to tell you right now
00:08 megan? ya. with sailor mike
00:08 lindsay and dont say im lying
00:08 lindsay and dont say im being dramatic
00:08 lindsay just listen to it, accept it, and shut up
00:08 lindsay if you dont come on this trip
00:08 lindsay im not going
00:08 lindsay ok?
00:09 lindsay i just want to make that clear
00:09 megan? ok.
00:09 lindsay and if i dont go
00:09 lindsay you're going to have a very angry steve on your hands
00:09 megan? hmmmm
00:09 megan? he can drive up here
00:10 megan? or...fly
00:10 lindsay im going to lay the guilt on thick too
00:10 lindsay because i've been looking forward to this trip for months
00:10 lindsay and if i dont go
00:10 lindsay i will be distraught
00:10 lindsay and i will sob for a few days
00:10 megan? if youve been looking foreward to it, youd go without me
00:10 lindsay what part of
00:10 lindsay accept it and shut up
00:10 lindsay do you not comprehend?
00:11 megan? im just saying
00:11 lindsay well dont
00:11 megan? cant i have an opinion?
00:11 lindsay not about this
00:11 lindsay because i already set my mind
00:11 megan? fine
00:11 lindsay and im not changing it
00:11 megan? geez
00:11 megan? ive gotta go
00:11 lindsay mhmmm
00:11 lindsay whatever megan
00:11 megan? puppy class in 8 hours...
00:11 megan? gah
00:11 lindsay just think about it
00:11 lindsay and for the love of god
00:11 lindsay please try
00:11 megan? you know, youre not making this any easier
00:11 lindsay im begging you
00:12 lindsay what do you mean?
00:12 megan? if i get an A in chemistry ill go for sure
00:12 megan? ok
00:12 lindsay well megan
00:12 lindsay if that is true
00:12 lindsay i will sleep with mr. winter
00:12 megan? B -ill think about it
00:12 lindsay to get you that A
00:13 megan? ok. go ahead
00:13 lindsay oh i will
00:13 megan? he probably wouldnt understand what you want
00:13 lindsay haha
00:13 megan? unlike all of the other teachers
00:13 lindsay is he a tad... stupid?
00:13 lindsay lol
00:13 megan? no. hes just...mr winter
00:14 megan? youll understand someday
00:14 lindsay haha
00:14 lindsay no i wont
00:14 lindsay thankfully
00:14 lindsay the way im going
00:14 lindsay i wont be taking chemistry :P
00:14 lindsay so put that in yo pipe and smoke it
00:14 megan? dont you have to take chemistry to graduate?
00:14 lindsay i dont think so
00:14 megan? hmm
00:14 lindsay you have to take biology and geometry to graduate
00:14 megan? maybe it was biology
00:15 lindsay and if thats the truth
00:15 lindsay then im dropping out
00:15 megan? mr winter does make you think
00:15 lindsay ew
00:15 megan? you fear, hate and respect him all at the same time
00:15 lindsay lol
00:15 lindsay well megan
00:15 lindsay if i have to
00:16 lindsay take chemistry
00:16 megan? and he will attack you with his sharp words if you dont do homework
00:16 lindsay haha
00:16 lindsay im used to that ****
00:16 lindsay unfortunatley
00:16 megan? or if hes in a really good mood he'll yell at you for not getting the right answer
00:16 lindsay i have a tendency to talk back to teachers =/
00:16 megan? mr winter would kill you
00:17 lindsay haha
00:17 megan? your best bet is avoiding eye contact
00:17 lindsay he cant be THAT bad megan
00:17 lindsay now who's being dramatic?
00:17 megan? ask anyone.
00:17 megan? ask alison
00:18 lindsay well im not scared of him
00:18 lindsay ...im scared of Lady
00:18 lindsay but thats it
00:18 megan? me too
00:18 megan? but im more scared of mr winter
00:18 lindsay lol
00:18 lindsay can you imagine if Lady taught a real class?
00:18 lindsay ohh that would be awful
00:19 megan? id definitely be at bishop mac
00:19 lindsay hahahaha
00:19 lindsay i would have dropped out lol
00:19 lindsay living under the tracks
00:19 megan? uggg....i have miss barger next year
00:19 megan? shoot me
00:20 lindsay why the **** are you taking such hard classes?
00:20 lindsay come on megan
00:20 lindsay everyone has to realize when they are pushing themselves too hard
00:20 lindsay and you just haven't realized it yet
00:20 lindsay you're pushing yourself too hard
00:20 lindsay as is your dad
00:20 megan? im not pushing myself that hard
00:20 lindsay uh huh
00:20 lindsay sure
00:21 lindsay you're telling me you'd rather be at school in physics
00:21 lindsay than be in disneyworld
00:21 lindsay and you say you arent pushing yourself too hard?
00:21 lindsay WHAT?
00:21 megan? what?
00:22 megan? i care too much about school
00:22 lindsay do you want to be alison?
00:22 megan? which i think is a good thing. so id rather be on my way to understanding physics
00:23 megan? alison is going to get into a really good school
00:23 lindsay megan
00:23 lindsay the first week of school
00:23 lindsay is ALWAYS review
00:23 lindsay i have NEVER ever EVER
00:23 megan? not always
00:23 lindsay learned something new
00:23 megan? it is for math
00:23 lindsay the first week of school
00:23 megan? but i learned all kinds of new things the first week in chemistry
00:24 lindsay megan if you are trying to really upset me
00:24 lindsay you are succeeding
00:24 megan? why? because i care about missing a week of school?
00:25 lindsay because i am going to miss my vacation because of you
00:25 lindsay and dont you DARE say
00:25 lindsay you could go
00:25 lindsay because i swear
00:25 lindsay i will explode
00:25 megan? you cant blame me
00:25 lindsay yes i can
00:25 megan? its your decision, not mine
00:25 lindsay because you dont know when enough is enough and you are taking classes too hard for you
00:26 megan? but i want to
00:26 lindsay do you now?
00:26 lindsay i think you really
00:26 lindsay need to ask yourself that
00:26 lindsay i mean really
00:26 megan? if i was put in earth science... it would probably be too easy
00:26 lindsay earth science is the stupid class right?
00:26 megan? thats what i hear
00:27 megan? i heard that class is a joke
00:27 lindsay thanks megan
00:27 megan? and everyone makes fun of it
00:27 lindsay i love you too
00:27 megan? what?
00:27 lindsay IM IN THAT ****ING CLASS
00:27 megan? thats just what i hear
00:27 lindsay jesus christ
00:27 lindsay you think i like being in all the stupid classes?
00:27 lindsay im FAILING general biology
00:28 lindsay right now
00:28 megan? youre in earth science and general bio?
00:28 lindsay getting pregnant and dropping out
00:28 lindsay sounds good
00:28 lindsay because i know i'll never make anything better of myself
00:28 megan? they can do that
00:29 lindsay i have no future worth looking forward to
00:29 lindsay so what's the point?
00:30 megan? you have a future...everyone has a future
00:30 megan? what about the dog thing?
00:30 lindsay my future
00:30 lindsay is to get pregnant
00:30 megan? investigating...whatever its called
00:30 lindsay drop out
00:30 lindsay marry an abusive *******
00:30 lindsay and hopefully OD on drugs
00:31 megan? no. because then youll be stuck with a kid
00:31 megan? and..dead
00:31 lindsay note the OD on drugs part
00:31 lindsay at least then i'll be happy
00:31 lindsay because im sure as **** not happy now
00:32 lindsay oh great and now we have a guest spying in on my master plan
00:32 megan? yep
00:32 megan? its probably jim
00:32 lindsay that would be horrifying
00:33 lindsay anyways
00:33 lindsay ignoring that
00:33 megan? i really have to go
00:33 lindsay megan
00:33 megan? ya
00:33 lindsay i am going through a crisis
00:33 lindsay i need you for at least 4 more minutes
00:34 megan? ya and you dont tell me anything about the crisis
00:34 megan? i still dont know much about the last one
00:34 lindsay im about to explain that
00:34 lindsay anyways
00:34 lindsay have you ever seen those movies
00:34 lindsay where a kid is about to jump off a building or something
00:34 lindsay and the people on the bottom are yelling through microphones and ****
00:34 lindsay 'dont jump, you have everything to live for'
00:34 megan? sort of like jump tomorrow?
00:34 lindsay well maybe i just realized
00:35 lindsay i dont HAVE anything to live for
00:35 megan? ya?
00:35 lindsay YAH
00:35 lindsay sorry
00:35 lindsay caps lock
00:36 megan? and. do you want to explain this to me
00:36 megan? more of the crisis
00:36 lindsay this IS the crisis
00:36 megan? like what happened to make you think this
00:36 lindsay i just came to the realization that i have nothing
00:36 lindsay im totally ****ED
00:36 megan? you just dont wake up one day and think ''
00:36 megan? AH
00:36 megan? and think 'hey i have nothing to live for, im jumping'
00:36 lindsay no you dont wake up that way
00:37 lindsay it's a feeling that evolves with every passing day
00:37 lindsay for me
00:37 megan? ya..so is it the the people in this...town?
00:37 lindsay its been since 7th grade
00:37 lindsay it has to do with the fact that im going no where in life
00:37 megan? well..no one is yet
00:38 megan? we still have a couple of years
00:38 lindsay but im never going to go anywhere
00:38 lindsay im in the retarded classes
00:38 megan? you dont know that
00:38 megan? just look at johnny depp
00:39 lindsay im not going to become a famous actress megan
00:39 megan? he grew up in his brothers car doing drugs
00:39 megan? or something along those lines...
00:39 kitana whoa. deep. sorry to butt in - but if this is a serious convo - Lind, you're what? 16 or so? don't put yourself down plus life never goes the way you want/expect. but things generally have a way or working themselves out.
00:39 megan? im sure thats what he thought too
00:39 megan? exactly. youre only 16
00:39 lindsay im already drinking
00:40 lindsay im probably going to be an alcoholic
00:40 megan? who knows what they want at 16
00:40 megan? or where theyre going
00:40 lindsay no i know what i want right now
00:40 lindsay i want the same thing i wanted when i wrote you that note last year
00:40 lindsay the one that got us both in the office
00:40 megan? which was around this time
00:40 kitana if you're drinking and don't like that aspect of your life, make changes.
00:41 lindsay the one that got me sent to a shrink
00:41 megan? something about this time of year....everything just goes...grr
00:41 lindsay well i want that right now
00:41 lindsay more than i wanted it then
00:41 megan? it doesnt mean its right
00:41 lindsay doesnt mean you can stop it
00:42 megan? you can
00:42 lindsay but what if i dont want to?
00:42 lindsay its not like anyone would care
00:42 megan? i would care. the rest of our family would care
00:43 lindsay then how come you've never tried to talk me out of it before?
00:43 megan? the kids at school would care because they would know they had something to do with it
00:43 lindsay they would care for about a week
00:43 lindsay and then everyone would forget
00:43 megan? because trying to talk someone out of something...its useless
00:44 lindsay not always
00:44 megan? sometimes it makes them want it more
00:44 lindsay maybe sometimes all i wanted, was for someone to tell me i had everything to live for
00:44 lindsay but no one ever did
00:47 megan? i really dont know what to say
00:47 lindsay you're not the only one
00:47 lindsay im the one pouring my heart out and **** in a chatroom with 2 lurkers
00:47 lindsay with a retraceable log
00:48 lindsay i just hope that i dont feel this way in the morning
00:48 lindsay because the way i feel right now
00:48 lindsay is scaring me
00:49 Dave05 not a lurker... just didn't want to interupt such a conversation.
00:49 megan? im sorry
00:50 lindsay lurker
00:50 lindsay n. One of the `silent majority' in a electronic forum; one who posts occasionally or not at all but is known to read the group's postings
00:50 Dave05 touche
00:50 Dave05 well I'm not sure there's much I can offer
00:50 lindsay megan i shouldnt be saying this to you
00:51 Dave05 if only someone else who will listen
00:51 megan? ?
00:51 lindsay you're the last person i want to worry
00:53 megan? i wish high school was over
00:53 lindsay if at all
00:53 lindsay i mean, im ****ed up enough around you as it is
00:53 lindsay i cant see this worrying you in the least
00:54 megan? it only starts to worry me if its a continuous thing
00:54 lindsay yah but megan you never know if im being serious or not
00:54 lindsay hell, i dont even know
00:55 lindsay all it takes is that one time
00:56 megan? ya...
00:56 lindsay even though i can tell you dont believe me
00:56 lindsay im freaking out inside
00:57 megan? i believe that youre freakign out inside
00:57 lindsay you dont believe anything else
00:57 megan? even im freaking out a little
00:57 lindsay i doubt you even believe i've tried to a couple times before
00:57 megan? i dotn know if i believe it. its one of those neutral things
00:58 lindsay well there is only 1 possible way for me to prove to you
00:58 megan? ya
00:59 megan? and thats why i dont try to convince you anything..the whole"proving" thing
00:59 megan? grr
00:59 megan? " proving"
00:59 lindsay well megan, you not believing me
00:59 lindsay is way more of a slap in the face
00:59 lindsay than if you told me to do it
00:59 megan? i never said i didnt
